I FAILED!
Now, I am writing this a week later when I am not half as mad as I was when they called. I mean, I have only gained 16 pounds and I have not gone over board with what Ive eaten at all so of course I'm pissed. I was on weight watchers for 2 years before I was pregnant so why would I want to watch what I eat when I'm pregnant too! This is the worst and meanest thing that could happen to a pregnant person!
So...I was so mad when the nurse called me last week to tell me I failed that I didn't even ask her any questions..all I did was yes, yes, OK..you get the point. So the Jocelyn center for diabetes finally called Thur to set up a time for the class. CLASS? I was like what class? I'm not taking an all day class about this!!! Its only an hour and a half - thank god!
The women who met with Jack and I was very nice even though I was still bullshit! She said all my numbers were fine except my fasting level which is the first one they draw after you haven't eaten for like 9 hours....and she said even that number was not that bad but she said my OB was being pro-active...you know what I say to that...! So suffice to say, I have to check my blood sugar 4 times a day. Once when I wake up then an hour after each meal. So far they have all been fine but I'm freaking hungry! And Jack went to the grocery store and spent an hour getting all this sugar free etc stuff for me - I'm not a happy camper.
I know I shouldn't complain about something like this because I'm fortunate to even be pregnant but I cant help it - literally I cant help but be pissed about it! I mean..takes forever to get pregnant and not to mention I had to do IVF to get there then my down syndrome test comes back all screwed up and I end up doing a CVS and then this. I have to say I LOVE being pregnant and watching her kick etc but I also cant wait til shes here!
OK - enough withe bitching - I'm done...it is what it is and I have to learn to deal!
Here are some recent preggo photos!
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You look super cute. I am sorry about your glucose test that really does suck. Hey we know all about our bodies letting us down from dealing with IF this should be cake for you. Oh wait did I say cake...JK!! Sorry couldnt help it. You dont have much longer to go. Hang in there and you will be rewarded with your perfect little bundle.
ReplyDeleteFirst off- cute pics!! You look great!
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Ugggghhh! I'm so sorry you failed your 3-hr!!! How annoying!! The good thing is, you only have 9 (or less!) weeks to go!! But I definitely understand how much of a pain in the butt this all is.
Hang in there- you can do it!!!
Sorry about this. I know what you mean, though. I have to do the L.ovenox shots every night, and though I'm thrilled to be pregnant, it's like...come on?! Really?! Thinking of you!
ReplyDeleteYou look so great pregnant... I love it.. super cute!! Sorry to hear about all your bad luck, I know how you feel!! I'll update you later on... missing you and hoping all is well!!
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